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I wrote this really long post about my day today, but it was turning into a rage about my aunt

who has come down , this is a problem for me today,

because she came to run roughshod over arranging our lives around my sister’s death,

My older sister Gail passed away this morning unexpectedly, well yesterday,

not quite three months after my sister Kay-K passed away,

I wanted one day with my mom, my brother, my nephew and my family, our family not hers

to remember Gail

it was not to be, i came home, ranted, raged, cried…cried some more,

but it did not change a thing, my aunt was still here being herself,

and my sister Gail is still gone,

i talked while my friends listened, and I am so grateful for them,

no words can define having friends that care enough to call and listen….

one of my sisters co-workers called me and shared with me things Gail had told her,

words she felt i needed to hear, and I did for I had not even known my sister liked my writings….

so Sheldon, Rick, Marjie, Lynn, Venessa, and Lorraine who is now my friend, thanks to Gail

Thank you from my heart,

you helped me catch my breath….you knew no words were necessary, just listening….

and a Thank You to the ones who have emailed me, it mattered a great deal…

Life is funny, though I haven’t found the laughter again…yet, but I will

i will be gone for a while or maybe just a day,

as writing is where I let all those tears become the ink that

paints letter by letter to make sense of the tears that fall

in the chapter within the book of my journey….

i will write about Gail as i did Kay-K and the others I have had to say goodbye to this year…

but not just yet….I have to say good bye in my heart to make room for the memories …

I know the two of them are looking down, laughing because, well just because,

and I have to tell my mom, i was hurt and that is no excuse to hurt her,

she lost two daughters and I am the only daughter left and i behaved like a brat, a hurt brat yes,

but no excuse for bad behavior….

yes I know…God only gives us what we can handle,

this will be a test of strength over will I do believe

Thank all of you for listening…you have no ideal how that fills the soul….

I am Blessed, and I am Grateful

for each of my WP family. and friends

Take Care…You Matter…

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maryrose

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free falling

whispers calling

angel tears

erasing the years

i stand alone

cold as stone

wandering in

no direction

free falling

thoughts stalling

angel tears

reflecting mirror

shadows whispers

they’re my sisters

I stand at the door

listening for more

they made it home

now I am truly alone

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ladyblue

27september2014

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LadyBlueRose's Thoughts Into Words:

each living energy has their own way to grieve…whether it be a death of someone close, a relationship, an article of someone we have never met or even an animal that has left to be in a better place…each sees to touche our soul.. no way is harder nor easier than someone else’s, for no one can tell someone a time, a place, or a right way or wrong way or even when it will all be set right in our hearts…only our soul knows that answer… words seem inadequate though thats all we have sometimes…we all grieve the best way we can…some hide it, some create wonderfully colorful masks to hide the pain, some write…a new blogger thewingedwoman.wordpress.com/2014/09/15/tormentor-brother/
( my friend )has chosen to write, and within each line one can feel the emotions, the questions, the sadness, but also if one looks closely, they perhaps may see a healing in her own unique way…. and maybe there is something someone needs to hear,,,
Go by and check her out and give her a Welcome hello in joining this family that writes…
Thank you…
Take Care…You Matter…
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maryrose

Originally posted on The Winged Woman:

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We loved and fought,

You carried me through,

I knew not what I was to you.

You went your way,

I made mine,

I did not know there was so little time

A baby,

Some bars,

You had none, yet kept mine from harms.

New beginning, new promise,

A life yet to live,

You had so many chances, but choose not to give.

Broken promises,

Lost hope,

Thinking of nothing but dope.

Hurt mom, hurt sis,

Why they ask,

They don’t warrant a glance.

Dead body,

Dead field,

No answers revealed.

We loved and fought,

You carried me through,

I still do not know what I was to you.

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Autumn’s Whisper

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within this season’s abundance
may you never be reluctant
to be true to your heart’s desires
stirring within passions fires
may you reap what you have sown
letting love, honor, and respect be shown
may your season’s abundance
be received within gratitude not reluctance
may you feel the wind’s voice
surrounding you in a freedom of choice
may you never be tethered  within someone’s control or fear
as the season’s abundance of truth evolves through the year
may you be the you, you dreamed of being long ago
setting course to take you where your heart will be forever home

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ladyblue
23september2014

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images found in the whispers calling from cyberspace

World Peace! Just Imagine…..

LadyBlueRose's Thoughts Into Words:

Sue over at Dreamwalker’s Sanctuary shares a simple and perfect message for today, I hope you will visit her and her thoughts…
Have a Peace-filled day on this World Day of Peace and May the
seed you scatter on the winds today be shared and harvested in the Blessing of Mabon
Take Care…You Matter….
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BlessedBe
maryrose

Originally posted on Dreamwalker's Sanctuary:

Remember WE Create!

WE are the WORLD

Just Imagine it

ALL the People sharing that same Dream…

So Lets Join in the Dream of John Lennon

September 21st is World Peace Day—Everyday should be a day of Peace..

Wishing you Peace Now and Always

 Enjoy your weekend

~Sue~

I hope you have enjoyed the Video.. You can see more at Playing for Change.

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circle of fire

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upon waking this day
I wonder, what I will create
Autumn chill in the air
I step within the circle of fire with care
one step toward the East
whispered… no matter how small or great, a magnificent feat
turn slowly to the South
my truth shall give a voice out loud
a light step to the West
my will, my way, I offer within giving only my best
whispers of the Ancient Ones I hear within the winds of the North
turning full circle I step back then forth
I create a thought to ride the winds
each thought shall evolve in passion as I send
salted circle of fire keep me safe within
stepping in the center,Spirit breathes within me as this new day begins
where I go today, I will again give my all
where I have been, I followed your sacred call
I will create a breath to carry my words
whispered I am sure they will be felt as well as heard
I rise to dance within the morning’s awakening sun
singing with the Ancient ones
filling the heart with all before me carried on the wind
smoke rises, Nature awakens and on the wind the Willows bend
I create me in a moment of all that is to be
 within Spirit my Soul is again set free….
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ladyblue
20September2014
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stuck with glue

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Everything that once upon a time had been us, 
trust within our like,love, and lust
no longer was here, it was tucked way in the past
yet… reminiscing together brings it ALL back
as if yesterday never left us behind
time did once again begin to unwind
with no reason or rhyme
another turning season in time
it is just because
we took time to pause
together in thoughts
carefully yet blindly sought
that turned to words
to be heard
some in All CAPS, others small
some with curves, some standing tall
silence is how cyberspace withstands
the noise of frustration in using hands
on keyboards using selective keys
to unlock our mystery within our destiny
veins a popping cannot be seen
within lines of words in between
tears falling to the ground
not making such a mournful sound
laughing out loud
behind the screens invisibility shroud
why do we go through so many emotions
without sound and commotion
perhaps a button ( or two) pushed or pulled
that connecting red thread tugged again off its spool
to remind us we still do care
for the other one over here and there
and once again we did survive
to become stronger in together and thrive
making it through another season
in our own rhyme and reasons
no one else would ever understand
the beat to our own gypsy band
in a world of perfection
in all it’s imperfections
with each other we work it through
our souls are stuck together with some really strong glue
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ladyblue
15september2014
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poetry’s motion

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Poetry in motion

mountains peaks frozen

no one path to be found

on this sacred ground

rising above the clouds

showing gratitude with head bowed

standing on a distant shore

a love of more

space and time cannot feel

this love I shall conceal

wander within the woods

knowing all is good

no one to intrude

on this shrouded interlude

of poetry in motion

deep within emotion

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poetry in motion

love within devotion

heavens meet earth

day and night emerge

rivers quietly flow

flower sparkle like snow

valleys caressed by mountains

stars to be counted

silence above, as well as beneath

drifting, motionless, just breathe

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poetry in motion

among life’s commotion

thought filled state

neither early nor late

a wander within mind

chaos left behind

mist filled grey

no lines today

a moment to just be

looking beyond to see

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ladyblue

14september2014

images from whispers on the internet

and just my thoughts as i listened to them

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my glass is always full

no, that thought doesn’t make me a fool

some will see it only as half filled with water

though making it full, the other half is filled with air

one to quench my thirst as I drink this magickal elixir

one to inhale, exhale, to breathe

taking air, life’s sustaining energy within me

when the glass is half full

it shows more in a reflecting pool

the sun,the moon, the stars, the trees, and in all its glory…Earth

with this, a thought begins to emerge

my reflection is in the middle of that reflection

connected by invisible threads to earth, the water and air

it leads me to know I am not just one part of it, I am within all of what I see

I have thoughts, I have choices, I have imagination, I am me

connected to earth I have roots to ground me to walk

it gives me a chance, a choice to walk my talk

connected to the sun,the moon, the stars in the sky

I know I have wings though invisible to the human eye, I can fly

connected to water so I am filled with emotions that flow to evolve

whether happiness or sadness tears will be involved

now, one might wonder where the element of fire would be

in the half filled glass in front of me

it is the passion I look at all life’s wonders

as I take each moment to set out to wander

it is the fires of desires within my Spirit

as I wander, I feel it, I hear it

the roaring flames now blazing from the once simmering embers

surrounding, warming my heart to always remember

a half glass of water is an illusion of my human mind

it is bottomless, it is flowing within infinity’s passages of time

it is not ever empty

as it is full of life’s living energy and memories

whispered on the winds by the Ancient One’s words

from the past, the present and the future

I raise and tip my glass consuming life in all it’s glory

as I turn to create within liquid colors that flow into my own story

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ladyblue

11september2014

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Pheonix

beat of the drums

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I walk to the beat of my own drum
speed it up and away with the wolves I run
it comes from deep within my soul
I have no need to control
takes me far away, I get lost
the scenic route is worth the cost
I find hidden treasure along the path
I wander forward and trip in the past
I dance in the woods sometimes alone
the rhythm soothes my spirit in its song
it fills a need that only nature can sustain
I run with the wind, dance in the rain
laughing out loud, I chase the rainbows again
I pause beneath colors that arch across blue skies
wondering if I could reach past them to the stars on high
close my eyes and dream of tomorrow’s roads I’ll take
and the dream within Winter’s Solstice shall awake
spinning and weaving magick within the winds
the Fae steps out from of the Winter’s mist, I know his truth will not bend
the beat of the drums begin again
my heart knows the dreams are but a whisper away on the wind
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ladyblue
10september2014
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LadyBlueRose's Thoughts Into Words:

a day when memories go blue
and fade into the night
dreams take flight
because the door closed on you
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Wishing everyone a Great Weekend

Originally posted on "A Curious Mind":

2232“When The Stars Go Blue

“I Think Best’est Ever!”

“Love it !”

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