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through the years
so many tears
hid the fear
of not being good enough
pretending to be tough
closed the heart to love
within a stumble…a flash
walls tumble and crash
reflecting patterns of the past
ones memories are the keys
to unlock the futures new stories
this moment is the time to Believe
in dreams created long ago
where the spirit knew wishes of its soul
written within the language of trust, promises and hope
where life was to be a romance
your heart took a chance
your song played, and you began to dance
the wind whispered, the moon called
heart and mind entwining heard it all
love was enough and once again… began the most beautiful fall
( I own no part of this video, and if I am infringing I apologize and I will take it down, it is a beautiful song and I wanted to share with y’all)
I wanted to stop by and Thank y’all for all the wonderful heart-felt words. They have filled an empty void as I wander in a timeless space these days…….Your concern is overwhelming and there really are no words to express the smiles I have felt from them….Just know I appreciate them and am so Grateful to be a part of this WP family….. MY chaotic, tilted world is slowly righting itself and I am doing okay.
The video above is one I heard today and it seems to echo where my heart is these days…well the getting away part, not necessarily with anyone in particular :) The holidays are upon us and I wanted to wish every one a Happy Thanksgiving and I hope your Autumn has left you with amazing colors and a bounty of what you desire…….
Thank you again for being here and checking in, I will catch up in the “sooner” time,not the “later” hopefully… and yes Mark I will answer, your words were so kind and beautiful, I am wandering within them more as I am with Sue, Sheldon,Charles,Vincent and Amy …and others who have taken the time to send me an email) I have so many incredible comments on my posts I will be at them as soon as Thanksgiving is over, Life has taken many turns these weeks, and I have found another bridge to cross, so soon I will be back
Take Care for You Matter more than words….
Have a wonderful Thanksgiving
image found on the internet
I wrote this really long post about my day today, but it was turning into a rage about my aunt
who has come down , this is a problem for me today,
because she came to run roughshod over arranging our lives around my sister’s death,
My older sister Gail passed away this morning unexpectedly, well yesterday,
not quite three months after my sister Kay-K passed away,
I wanted one day with my mom, my brother, my nephew and my family, our family not hers
to remember Gail
it was not to be, i came home, ranted, raged, cried…cried some more,
but it did not change a thing, my aunt was still here being herself,
and my sister Gail is still gone,
i talked while my friends listened, and I am so grateful for them,
no words can define having friends that care enough to call and listen….
one of my sisters co-workers called me and shared with me things Gail had told her,
words she felt i needed to hear, and I did for I had not even known my sister liked my writings….
so Sheldon, Rick, Marjie, Lynn, Venessa, and Lorraine who is now my friend, thanks to Gail…
Thank you from my heart,
you helped me catch my breath….you knew no words were necessary, just listening….
and a Thank You to the ones who have emailed me, it mattered a great deal…
Life is funny, though I haven’t found the laughter again…yet, but I will
i will be gone for a while or maybe just a day,
as writing is where I let all those tears become the ink that
paints letter by letter to make sense of the tears that fall
in the chapter within the book of my journey….
i will write about Gail as i did Kay-K and the others I have had to say goodbye to this year…
but not just yet….I have to say good bye in my heart to make room for the memories …
I know the two of them are looking down, laughing because, well just because,
and I have to tell my mom, i was hurt and that is no excuse to hurt her,
she lost two daughters and I am the only daughter left and i behaved like a brat, a hurt brat yes,
but no excuse for bad behavior….
yes I know…God only gives us what we can handle,
this will be a test of strength over will I do believe
Thank all of you for listening…you have no ideal how that fills the soul….
I am Blessed, and I am Grateful
for each of my WP family. and friends
Take Care…You Matter…
erasing the years
i stand alone
cold as stone
they’re my sisters
I stand at the door
listening for more
they made it home
now I am truly alone
each living energy has their own way to grieve…whether it be a death of someone close, a relationship, an article of someone we have never met or even an animal that has left to be in a better place…each sees to touche our soul.. no way is harder nor easier than someone else’s, for no one can tell someone a time, a place, or a right way or wrong way or even when it will all be set right in our hearts…only our soul knows that answer… words seem inadequate though thats all we have sometimes…we all grieve the best way we can…some hide it, some create wonderfully colorful masks to hide the pain, some write…a new blogger thewingedwoman.wordpress.com/2014/09/15/tormentor-brother/
( my friend )has chosen to write, and within each line one can feel the emotions, the questions, the sadness, but also if one looks closely, they perhaps may see a healing in her own unique way…. and maybe there is something someone needs to hear,,,
Go by and check her out and give her a Welcome hello in joining this family that writes…
Take Care…You Matter…
Originally posted on The Winged Woman:
We loved and fought,
You carried me through,
I knew not what I was to you.
You went your way,
I made mine,
I did not know there was so little time
You had none, yet kept mine from harms.
New beginning, new promise,
A life yet to live,
You had so many chances, but choose not to give.
Thinking of nothing but dope.
Hurt mom, hurt sis,
Why they ask,
They don’t warrant a glance.
No answers revealed.
We loved and fought,
You carried me through,
I still do not know what I was to you.
within this season’s abundance
may you never be reluctant
to be true to your heart’s desires
stirring within passions fires
may you reap what you have sown
letting love, honor, and respect be shown
may your season’s abundance
be received within gratitude not reluctance
may you feel the wind’s voice
surrounding you in a freedom of choice
may you never be tethered within someone’s control or fear
as the season’s abundance of truth evolves through the year
may you be the you, you dreamed of being long ago
setting course to take you where your heart will be forever home
images found in the whispers calling from cyberspace
Sue over at Dreamwalker’s Sanctuary shares a simple and perfect message for today, I hope you will visit her and her thoughts…
Have a Peace-filled day on this World Day of Peace and May the
seed you scatter on the winds today be shared and harvested in the Blessing of Mabon
Take Care…You Matter….
Originally posted on Dreamwalker's Sanctuary:
Remember WE Create!
WE are the WORLD
Just Imagine it
ALL the People sharing that same Dream…
So Lets Join in the Dream of John Lennon
September 21st is World Peace Day—Everyday should be a day of Peace..
Wishing you Peace Now and Always
Enjoy your weekend